I am every word I have ever said.
I am every mistake I have ever made.
I am every person I have ever hurt.
I am made of flaws.

Have I been guilty all this time?

I say I’m done. I say I don’t care. I put on this stupid fake smile, and hope you believe it. But I know I will never get you back, which kills me. You ask if I’m okay and I say yes. I just want you to say this once “No, you’re not. What’s wrong?”. I’d be silent and you would grab my face and kiss me, wipe away all the sadness. Just like before. But I guess that’s not happening. But know that I miss you, and I love you, and most importantly, I always will.

The young and the restless.

The first time you give your heart away,
You never get it back.

The rest of your life is just you,
Pretending that you still have one.