Overwhelmed and empty

And life is so hard,
It is the little things that seem to be getting me today,
Life is so hard,
But I am doing what I can to not to be getting down,
I’m going down in flames,
Going down in flames.

I would tell you I am happy,
If I was not so damn sad,
And the loneliness both overwhelms and keeps me empty,
That is how it has been for a while.

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Easier

Sometime it’s easier to leave than to say goodbye.

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Forgive me

I try to change the way I am,
And hope God forgives when I can’t,
I need peace of mind

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Painful yet

“Wanting is hard to forget, loving is hard to regret, losing  is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I’ve felt, letting go is the most painful yet.”

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You left me here..

You left me here and I needed you.

I needed you, I needed someone to help me go where I wanted to be, but you left me here in this room, alone.

Why did you leave? You knew I wanted to go, but you left me here instead, alone, with my fear, with my desire.

You did not help me, I needed you to help me.  It was important to me and I needed you, but instead you left me, you left me here alone.

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I saw the sun

Yesterday I saw the sun shinin’,
And the leaves were fallin’ down softly,
My cold hands needed a warm, warm touch,
And I was thinkin’ about you.

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