I miss you so much, I miss our walks in the park, and the
quiet moments we shared.  I’m not sure how or why those things got away, but
I’m willing to do just about anything to get them back. I miss the
morning texts and the late night phone calls, the laughter and the
fun.  Yes we are different, but there is something special about
being together, God I pray it’s not just that way for me.  I WANT you
in my life, hopefully admitting it is the first step to
make it happen.  Since I’ve known you, the waning of
the days and the cooling of the air, always seems to remind me of
that young girl kicking oak leaves in the park.  While a past event, and most
innocently one of the happiest I’ve known, there is great comfort
knowing that the eyes that changed my heart that day are only an hour away.

Also very glad to get to see a glimpse of the beautiful woman you’ve
become, it seems to reinforce the belief I’ve always held, that I
have loved you since I was able to love, I love you as my soul mate, my
friend and companion.  I love you as the woman who has inspired me to
become a better man, a freer spirit. Till the day I die,  I will love
no other as I have loved you.

I don’t want to forget…

“Yes I am glad we got back in touch, the joy of seeing you that day goes without words, and to be able to look into those beautiful blue eyes and tell you that I loved you, always have, and to thank for you the inspiration you have been in my life was a dream come true.  Can’t pass that coffeehouse and not smile.

The walk in the park, the early morning and the late night chats, the good nights and 143s.  But mostly the moments when you held my hand with fingers interlaced, you held me close, so close I could feel your heartbeat, and those moments of exhilaration when our lips met every so softly were only eclipsed by the warmth of your breath only my cheek when you whispered “I love you” in my ear.   Feelings turn into actions, to use your word, incredible.

When I am with you, in good times and bad, I feel complete, for what ever reason God has decided that to be.  With you the colors are brighter, sounds are clearer there is a feeling of wholeness.”

Will the pain of missing you ever stop?