
Thinking of you. Missing you.

Now that we’re here,
Now that we’ve come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?

I do hope we get to grow old together, and in all sincerity, a life that doesn’t have you in it is one I would rather not live. Should the day ever come where your memory is fading, I can only hope that the family would call complaining that you won’t eat your lunch “till that man comes and reads to me”. We could share a super sugary lunch of applesauce and I can start reading to you again, from the beginning, like the day before…
“Once upon a time, a very long time ago now, about last Friday, Winnie-the-Pooh lived in a forest…..”
I miss you.

I am afraid to give myself to you,
I am afraid the day will come when you will go and take my heart,
There I will be, so alone and afraid in a horrible world,
That is without you and that is without me.
No one to love and nothing left to love with.

In your eyes was the reflection of everything I could be.